i AM my mother's daughter =D

I was talking to my mum today and we started talking about certain expectations whether it concerned living conditions, life or boys. As usual, we realised how much similar we were. And once again I teased her, after high-fiving her, saying 'Ah well.. I learn from the best.' x) All in all, it was a real comfort to know that all that i'm going through now, whether it's my ups or downs, my mum has been through. At least I don't have to be as lost as I feel. When I expressed my worry about how I may be too fussy, she just laughed and quoted me saying, 'Yea yea.. Our requirements are simple, but our expectations are high.'

Mum, your love GMH. <3

love the way u lie..

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

brokeness..

they always said ignorance is bliss..
they also always said that you don't know what you have till it's gone..

i truly understand these 2 statements now.. i was better off not knowing.. i thought i was miserable and unhappy with life before this.. but now.. i really dont know what to feel anymore.. just want to hide in a corner and cry...

Distractions... (:

there's something 'bout you that's so intriguing.
there's something 'bout you.
you amuse me and i love your witty comments.
i'm entranced by you.
and i can't help but want you more...
*facepalm* i need to stop dreaming and start concentrating..

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man... i need to focus hard and not get distracted.. stay on track.. focus. FOCUS!!

The Sue, Squee and Quee (=

Me thinks me should adopt the Sue as me big sister. I know I'll be the happiest person alive then. We'll do crazy, stupid stuffs together and we'll have our pets, Squee, Quee, Rack, Crack and Crackitty Rack Rack to keep us entertained. x) We'll stay up all night for sure. Haha!

Anyways, went shopping today. Walked A LOT. Bought 2 dresses (= and a belt. Super satisfied. In the meantime, am totally convinced that something's the matter with me since I seem perfectly fine with the colour pink, i don't mind having flower prints on my clothes and i seem to love going shopping all of a sudden. =O Remedy for this.. Anyone?

If you haven't yet notice, I am currently VERY HYPER!! Reasons for this hyperness is still unknown but until then.. GO GERMANY!! =D

here we go again..

Now that it's certain, I know for sure that I have been putting on a stronger front than what I'm really feeling inside. I know my bro doesn't wanna go either, but that's the only way to reassure him that things will be fine again. God will provide all our needs just like He did before. But I know that slowly but surely the front I'm putting up will crumble. And I'm waiting for when it does..

I honestly am not sure what's worst. Trying to fit in all over again or saying goodbye to those you've learned to love so deeply over the short period you spent with them. I always hated saying goodbyes and yet once again I have to. It's amazing how strong a bond you can have with people you spend little time with. In a year, I've made so many new friends and it doesn't make moving on any easier. Once again, it's up to me to cherish the moment and create memories that will last a lifetime. It's not easy but it'll have to do..

*Sighs.* I really don't know how to tell anyone this in person and that's why I'm writing here first. Yes, we're moving again.. And heaven knows how I'm gonna cope with it...

Stay..

Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight

Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will stay

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping your doing the same
Somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would chose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
My heart would stop without...you...

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Mixed feelings... Sighs..

How much of this can a girl like me possibly take? I wonder..

Once again, here we are at the junction of life, where life has to move on. Circumstances are about to change, situations have to change. You know what's gonna happen next but you just don't know how to react to it. I know most people will be glad bout the whole thing. But I'm not sure I am. In some ways I'm excited, in some ways I'm sad. Mixed feelings all over again. All I can do is hope in prayer that the rest of the year goes by slowly despite what will happen next. You can't help but wish that you had more time really.

I know it appears I'm talking nonsensically, but I would appreciate if you don't ask why. Not yet. You'll find out soon enough.

x

happiness despite boredom (=

when you're stuck at home utterly bored and really have nothing to do and your mum wakes you up in the morning and asks if you wana go to pyramid to do some shopping, you should jump out of bed, seize the opportunity and say "yes please!" haha. I LOVE my mum!! ♥♥♥♥♥

went to pyramid today to try and buy some dresses. plan failed. haha. ended up with a skirt and leggings. happy anyways!! ♥ =D it's gona keep me happy for at least the rest of the day.. haha. thank God there's CG tomorrow. (=

i really can't wait for this week to pass. next week should be fun once Kev and Jenn get back from penang. (= in the mean time however.. boredom. =/

p.s. I LOVE YOU, SUE!!! x) (don't be getting creeped out by this though ;] you know what i mean. hehe)


♥♥
x

sem break boredom..

currently waiting for photos from the BBQ to be posted up by Eric so that i can somewhat give an update 'bout what i've been up to.. xD
in the mean time bored out of my wits!! ahhhhh! now do i really have to play xbox on my own?! =/

x

live again..

Dear bloggie... I'm so sorry i abandoned you... =(
However.. I'm BACK! =D

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hmmm... lots has happen since the last time i blogged.. i can't believe that sem 1 of college has ended already! :O anyways.. we're currently having our sem break of like 5 weeks.. gosh.. i wonder how i'll survive it.. =/ need to hangout with the gang alot! we're planning lotsa stuffs.. hope all jadi.. hehe.. (=

Budge OUT!

owh come on! there's a limit to competitiveness! stop budging into my kind of thing!!!! its something that makes me different from others and here you are ruining it.. i don't mean to sound rude.. but seriously. Budge OUT!

-pissed to the max-

Happy One-Year-Back to Malaysia

It has been a long/exciting/tiring/annoying/wonderful/funny/amazing/goal seeking/fun/irritating/fruitful/spectacular/sad/FANTASTIC/confusing/enjoyable/soul searching/short/happy/amazing/uNprEDictAblE/lovely year...

Happy One-Year-Back to Malaysia...

I somehow survived through it all. Through the ups and the downs, the good and the bad times, the happiness and the sorrow, love and hate, heart fixing and the heart breaking times, the great friends and those who just decided to choose me as their target enemy. Its only been a year it seems like such a short time, and yet it feels like its been a long journey, a long time since i've got back from Vietnam. So much has changed. I've changed, my friends have changed, my opinions, my life, my parents,... EVERTHING is different. I sometimes wonder if i dreamt up those 2 years and 8 months. Oh well... (=

Say whaaaat..? (''.) #2

I sometimes watch sad movies to make me feel better.. I know, I know.. Right now you're probably screaming 'SADIST!!' at your computer screen.. But what to do..? Its another random thing I do.. Sad movies sometimes make me feel better, sometimes makes me feel worst.. Occassionally assuring(wierdly enough..)...

__________________________

Okayyy... Change topic... After one whole week of break from college, all ChIMPs will be heading back to school(With still a long list of assignments to do of course..).. I am embracing a mixed attitude about going back to school. On one hand, I can't wait to go back and see all my UBER awesome friends ;) , on the other hand however, I'll be finding it hard to muster all the will-power to start working hard again.. Especially since next week will be packed to the brim.. I would have to do a replacement presentation on Chapter 8 of The "Great" Gatsby, an OB test and presentation, as well as our Mid-term English test and OSSLT mock test... Sighs.. So much work larh... Owh well, time to shake them dust off the bum and get to work.

Viva La CIMP! (=

Say whaaaat..? (''.) #1

I've started noticing random, petty things that I do.. Haha.. Its somewhat interesting.. I feel like I'm doing a research on myself... And maybe it does help me understand myself better.. Or at least I think it does.. Haha...

Well.. Call me queer if you must, but I flip the pages of a book and smell the book before I decide as to whether I should buy the book... YES.. I smell the book.. Haha.. You see, from my experience of years of reading countless books, I discovered that books needs to have a certain scent to be interesting.. Nowadays, a lot of books smell empty, like they lack value.. I tend to avoid buying such books.. There are the occasional exceptions where certain books smell empty but have tremendous value, however, those are hard to come by.. So yes blog readers, I sniff books to decide whether they're worth buying.. (=

why larh... why larh... why...?

lack of human interaction.. (family not counted) this sucks... BIG time.. >.<

McFlurry (= yummm...

wheeee... ate ice-cream for the first time in a few months! hahahah... (=

blabbing away..

so i've been trying to picture my sweet 16..
and guess what.. no pretty picture formed yet..
its probably gonna be another dull birthday and imma probably just nod my head and say "yea.. same ol'.. same ol'..."


ah well... i feel like starbucks... i feel having a caramel frappe... (= yummm.... (=

only one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

hmmm... to do or not to do.. hehe..

should i make a blog for puchong 1 cg and post the video up? heheh.. (=

super-duper-hyper-active-not-stopping-happy-ish-girl.. hahahaha... =)

muahaha... cant wait for tomorrow.. (=
got cg... heheheh.. its payback time Bryan! =P

however before cg in the evening i'll have to go through the whole tedious process of attempting to read 'The Great Gatsby'. ergh... hopefully i'll have time to squeeze in a few dvds slack and enjoy etc.. (=

kinda feeling a slight bit hyper now.. heaven knows why... must have somthing to do with the sugar intake i've been having in the past hour? haha.. oh well.. =)

My Twisted Tale

sighs...
it was meant to be a place where i started all over..
no mistakes this time..
everything should've been easy, simple and without a trace left behind..
but then it happenned again..
so unexpectedly...

it wasn't my fault this time.. i swear.
really.. it wasn't.
heaven know's how, heaven knows why.


then again...
i guess i should've gotten used to it by now..
its my sad story.

its my twisted tale.

(=

Voici des fruits, des fleurs, des feuilles et des branches
Et puis voici mon coeur qui ne bat que pour vous.
Ne le déchirez pas avec vos deux mains blanches
Et qu'à vos yeux si beaux l'humble présent soit doux.

J'arrive tout couvert encore de rosée
Que le vent du matin vient glacer à mon front.
Souffrez que ma fatigue à vos pieds reposée
Rêve des chers instants qui la délasseront.

Sur votre jeune sein laissez rouler ma tête
Toute sonore encor de vos derniers baisers;
Laissez-la s'apaiser de la bonne tempête,
Et que je dorme un peu puisque vous reposez.

Why did God make my life so complicated?

wth for?

you're emoness dampens my mood..

lik rly.. >.<

Baby -Justin Bieber (=

once more..

there are days when i think back to how close we were then...
perfectly happy..

then i look at how far apart we are now..
it just hurts to know that we can never be the same..
never just friends..
never together..

and i hate to admit it
but i know
i still miss you..

Do you agree? (=

I did this quiz thing on Facebook out of boredom.. However, the results were quite accurate.. Although there are some things I dissagree with.. Anyways... This was my result...

Dear Jannah Lam, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Other people find you very interesting

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But you are really hiding your true self

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your friends love you because you are a good listener

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like to flirt

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Behave seductively

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The opposite sex finds this very attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You listen to your own instincts

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Tend to follow your heart

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have many goals

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Want to achieve as much as you can

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you d

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

once again...

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we, Strangers when, Our love is strong?
Why carry on
Without me?

Everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

n' everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
Oooh...

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And Everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

where's my miracle..?

Maybe im crazy
what did i fall into
lookin for a key to a door i cant get through
just maybe
im crazy
dont you know dont you know im going under
just maybe
in a world of wonder

talkin to myself
what do i have to loose
wish upon a star
fell so far from the truth
just maybe
im crazy
dont you know dont you know im going under
just maybe
in a world of wonder

dont know
which way is up
or down
tears on the ground
whatever im dreamin of
topsy turvy
wake me
ive had enough

Happy 16th Anniversary! (=

hey mummy and daddy!

here's a blogpost dedicated to the two of you!
HAPPY 16th ANNIVERSARY!! (=
may your love for each other continue to grow stronger and stronger with time.


that's day one of the anniversary down.. its day two tomorrow.. (=

Awesomeness! ♥

AWESOMENESS...

What a great word.. Don't you agree?
haha... Amir and I have 50/50 ownership of the word.. hee.. (=
super cool. haha
awesomeness...

over and out..

Don't say you love me

Got introduced to you by a friend

You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend
Yes you did oh
The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you said you loved me
What's that about


You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend
No I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way...


Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time


Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, you keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away...

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby...

Baby don't say love me, baby
Give me some time...

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

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this is Jannah..
over n out..

爱

如果爱有这么容易那么我非常幸运... 这就是为什么爱不容易得到, 并且我不幸运。

Crépuscule...

i once wrote a totally coded-like, mysterious like blogpost...
i feel like doin another one..
however, the blinking hot weather prevents me from being able to think...
stupid weather..
so i'll just settle for a simple one...

I MISS YOU

same plot.. same story..
i now know how Bella felt when Ed left..
broken. alone. rejected.
when you fall to hard.. there's no turning back...

to you who left me not too long ago...

You'll always be my one and only special Christmas wish.. Cos you're the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.. <3

four long days too late...

WARNING: Girl with a fragile heart. Believes she has the ability to attract all the wrong guys.

12/2- Owh no... Long trip back to Ipoh... No internet excess for a few days... =( how??

13/2- Stupid weather... Blinking hot... If I were ice-cream i would've been long gone... Melt.. Melt... Melt.. Melt... *puddle*

14/2- I went out and bought red clothes... Haha.. ^^

15/2-Back to KL. Finally! (= Internet!! Muahhaa... Ouch... All sore after the trip home.. =S squeezed 6 people into a Nissan Sentra... >.<

stop this crazyness.. =(

you know those days when you just feel really really down..

and everything goes wrong...

and eveything seems to be going against what you want and what you need...

and you're just tired and fustrated and need a time-out..

those days when you wished you had a universal remote control..

so that u can hit pause... and everything just

STOPS..

well today's just one of those days...

and the worst part..?

i do NOT have a universal remote control... >.<

who is she?

just a free-spirited girl on this crazy adventure..
she's trying to find herself..
she needs to know what defines her..
so far so good..
she's slowly being more optimistic..
seeing more good than bad in things..
she realises she can be more than what she is now..
she can't wait to achieve her dreams..

oh yes.. she's looking for Mr. Right.. (hmmm...) =P
wonderful. brilliant. perfect. love.

(=

imagine on sunday night...

imagine..
you went to ioi mall for dinner with your family...
after dinner you paid for parking and walked to the car..
your dad inserts the key into the ignition and turns the key..
*silence*
the car doesnt start...
you later discovered that the car battery went dead.. >.<
hahah...

and that's what happened to me and my family on sunday night...

thought based on what he said..

apparently i don't look my age.. is that a good thing..?

hmmmm...? why ar...?

suddenly feel like using my blog the way anyone would use twitter... hmm.. wonder why?

any1? (=

feel like i'm in need of some profound words of wisdom.. any1 have any? (=

are you there?

who knew that sunday afternoons could ever be this dull.. i swear everyone's digging tunnels underground to meet up tonight.. ;)

Avoir un coup de foudre ♥

so we had twin day on thursday.. lol...


i think the photo's quite self-explanatry...

anyways... French class yesterday was so much fun!! unfortunately it was Madame Isabelle's last day teaching us.. ='( i know for a fact that Iman, Dhiv and I would miss her..
during class, she told us to work in pairs and talk about something. Iman and I decided it'll be fun to talk about whatever came to mind. we ended up talking about the princess and the frog and Boys Like Girls.. haha.. it was fun especially since Iman forgot the French word for frog. ;)
anyways.. later on in class.. we tried translating Boys Like Girl songs into French xD i chose two is better than one and we had a good laugh throughout the translating process.. also.. we were talking about Thunder by Boys Like Girls whilst going through French idioms.. and unbelievably, the first thing on the paper was talking about thunder.. Now, Dhiv, Iman and I have a better understanding of the song thunder... (=

as for today.. (=
we had yc..!!! it was awesome!!
too bad next week is cny/vday..
is it just me or do other ppl think dat its so uncool that cny n vday is on d same dat?! =S
i mean cny is bad enuf as it is without it clashing with vday...
oh well... juz an opinion...
but now that means that i'll be spending vday in ipoh.. wow.. haha
i'm so not looking forward to the 3 hour ride back to ipoh..
(but seeing as its cny.. its likely to be longer... =S)

<3jannah

blah... =(

ERGH...!! how on earth did he manage to make wearing a different pair of shoes sound like a sin?!!

smiley like... (=

internet is lik sooo super slow... ergh...
nothing loads fast enough... anyways...
i can't wait for yc this sunday.. cos i miss it!! hahah.. (=

echo meeting went well yesterday!
i didn't know that tiff was gona be there too.. so when she showed up and ended up in my team it was super awesome!! hahah... (=

gosh... i need to go study now....

<3jannah

Echo echo echo echo echo... xD

wheeeee.... gonna have my 1st echo meeting tomorrow and for some unknown reason, i'm really really excited.. hahah... i'm in super hyper active mode right now.. xD can't wait..

anyways.. its day 2 of college for this week.. and its been kinda intense so far.. *sigh* need to slow things down a bit... things are going wayyy fast... but then i imagine that's how things are going to be from now on.. at least for this year.. in a blink of an eye january is over and february is here... blink a few more times and it'll be the end of the year!! wow.. freaky thought... wonder how much i would've achieved by then.. (hmmmm...)

anyways.. us CIMP-ians at Sunway UC is having our 1st theme day of the year... the theme? twins. well.. Joy's my twin.. the problem is.. we "twins" really don't know what to wear... oh well... (=

better go and start working on my assignment for english now.. presenting it this friday with my group.. like wow.. haha not enough time now...

<3jannah

penny for my thoughts... ;)

AHHHHHHH!!! where's all my time gone?!

i need more time.. you know special people like me should have 30 hours in a day or something like that. then we'll have more time to do stuffs.. (= then we'll be happy! (= hahah... gosh.. i wonder what's with the randomness... imma go try and get some work done now.. ;)

<3jannah

all's well ends well (=

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....!!!

so i got my IGCSE results like on friday..

n my mum had this genius idea of not freaking me out.. (haha)

anyways..

she texted me n she was like... "Hi girl, i will let u c ur results when i pick u up ok?"

so wat do i reply... no? haha.. yea right... so i replied "owh... ok..."

n that was in the middle of maths.. haha... n she somehow made it sound like i screwed up my IGCSEs so i was freaking a bit...

anyways... when she picked me up after college... the expression that she wore on her face really didnt help to ease my tension...

if that wasnt freaking me out enough.. she was like "soooo.... what are your expectations?"

"erm.. erm.. er... i probably failed chemistry... so.. yea.. F for chemistry.. followed by physics probably with a B/C... erm... business studies if i'm lucky i'll get a D... french hopefully a B/C la... unless i screwed it up real bad... then erm... maths... errr... C? .. biology.. if i was lucky a B lor.. unlucky C... english ar... hopefully A lor..."

*silence from my mom*

then she hands me an envelope with the results folded inside..

(it actually took me a while to get d paper out of d envelope..) xD

anyways.. my real results turned out better than my "forecast results"

Chemistry---D (hahah... epic fail la.. xD better than expected though)

Physics---C (could've done a bit better i s'pose..)

Business Studies---B (by God's grace... like seriously...)

Maths---B (rly? haha)

French---B (yay! ^^)

Biology---A (how did i do that? lol)

English---A*(YAY!!! ^^ so super happy bout this one)

so overall i'm happy and i was evidently freaking out for nothing.. hahah... xD would just like to thank God for guiding me through this past year(2009)... it hasn't been easy... but it all ended well.. (=

(=

<3jannah

why oh why oh why oh why oh why?

dis is so not happening..

i mean rly its not

why dont u blieve me..?

argh.. dis rly cant be happening...

dont do dis to urself..

lik rly.. save urself d trouble..

i'm SERIOUS!!!

ure not rly listening to me are u?

==" i knew u weren't it was a rethorical u dumb dumb..

too late.. now ure stuck..

now what..?

....

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dear reader,

did u actually just read that? (i hope you didn't)

did it make any sense to you? no?

haha.. yea.. that's how its suppose to me..

hee.. xD

i love writing blogposts that don't make sense.. (=

(fyi... its really just me talking to myself.. as usual.. ;))

<3jannah

once upon a new beginning.. (:

so i've actually been feeling inspirational today. i find it rather amusing. but at the same time i had this good feeling about it. hope this is a good sign. (= so i did an interview for Echo, Sun U's newsletter, today and it went really well and i got it.. i really can't describe how happy i felt. maybe journalism is a good idea ;) haha..

so, i discovered that maybe i like writing alot more than i realised. i find it kinda cool cos i started to realise that good writing like good music, can help convey feelings and situations effectively. haha.. its amazing how i only just come to this conclusion.. xD

i thank God for such a great revelation. i thank God for this chance for a new beginning. i thank God for this wonderful life i have. (= may it get better and better as he continues to do GREATER THINGS in my life.. (=

<3jannah

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so i read it.. n it made my day.. (:
think it put d biggest smile on my face 2day.. haha (:

<3jannah

College as it is (:

owh kayyy... so i started college... on thursday (2 yrs to early i might add) ...

i always had a good impression that college was an awesome place...

but then lik 2 days b4 college started... i was all nervous and stuffs.. so all the positive thoughts went out the window.. n i started worrying bout how mean the people might be and stuffs lik dat.. (i noe right... silly me.. haha xD) anyways... i was glad that college was as great as my 1st impression.. lol.. i met lots of new friends which was a good thing.. and the teachers are great and classes are lots of fun.. (:

<3jannah

You love me for who I am, like the stars hold the moon.....

kay... so as much as i dun rly like Miley Cyrus.. i actually love this song..

This song has been a great inspiration to me and I believe it is worth listening to..

so yeah.. the song is When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus..

Here are the lyrics...

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
'Cause theres no guarentee
That this life is easy

Yeah

When my world is falling apart
When theres no light to break up the dark
Thats when I
I..I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you

When I look at you..
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know im not alone

Yeah

When my world is falling apart
When theres no light to break up the dark
Thats when I,
I I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you

[Credit for lyrics: http://twitter.com/TeamNileyNelena]

You,appear just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors
That prove to me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful


Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..

new year resolutions? anybody?

sooo... evry year.. ppl make up new year resolutions n stuffs...
so dis is my 1st time trying to do so xD (guess wat last yrs mental new year resolution was... it was to start making new years resolutions xD .. yes i noe.. lame sikit.. haha)

anyways.. as far as resolutions go.. i think mine suks d most..

My 2010 New Years Resolution:

1. To be happier and much more positive

2. To be contented with life and complain less

3. To be myself, enjoy and have fun

4. Walk closer with God and trust in Him always

5. Exercise at least once a week.. (haha.. dis wuld prob be d 1st resolution i break xD)

6. Leave the past in the past and look forward for the future

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yea.. so far, dats bout it.. n i think all i've been talking bout is self-improvement.. xD

haha.. mayb i shud come up with better resolutions.. if i'm lucky, i wouldnt break evry single one of them b4 the end of the month.. haha

well i'll write more sensible resolutions when i finally think them up (:

do not laugh at my choice of foto... i juz saw it n felt lik it.. haha

love yas!! <3

<3jannah

Take Me To Your Heart by MLTR <3

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Welcome 2010!! (:

so its d 1st post of the 1st day of the 1st month of a new year.. (get it? haha) nyways... i'll start of with HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! its gonna be a rocking year. things will change for the better(i hope).. life will never be d same.. n i'll no longer be able to say.. "hi. i'm jannah. i'm 15 yrs old" eventhough officially i'm not 16 till fall... haha...

i've got to come up with my new year resolutions quick.. hahah.. ooh ooh.. my lil sis got my 1st hug of the year xD haha.. n she might cocme over 2moro!! yay! i hope she does i cant wait.. hahah

nyways.. 2010 will be life changing. i blieve it will. n God will continue to do even Greater Things! (:

<3 Jannah