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DO I HAVE A BLOODY NEON SIGN RIGHT ON TOP OF MY HEAD THAT SAYS "PICK ME! MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE!"?! IS IT BIG ENOUGH THAT YOU CAN SEE IT ALL THE WAY FROM HEAVEN?!! I'M PRETTY DARN SURE I DON'T.. SO WHY ME ALL THE TIME HUH?!