the pathway of life...

u noe wats wierd...
for d first time ever, i think i actually noe how bella in twilight felt...
i can put myself in d exact same situation wiv d jake and ed situation...
n then realise how realistic it can be...
n its wierd..
n confusing..
yet she knew wat she wants n she went for it..
lik how d hell did she get such a clear mindset?

dere comes a time on the pathway of life where u reach a split path..
which wuld giv u d best out come?
n how wuld u noe?
to be filled with so much confusion is upsetting..
n.. i blieve my situation is bella's situation plus one...

help...
sigh..

<3 Jannah