The Sue, Squee and Quee (=

Me thinks me should adopt the Sue as me big sister. I know I'll be the happiest person alive then. We'll do crazy, stupid stuffs together and we'll have our pets, Squee, Quee, Rack, Crack and Crackitty Rack Rack to keep us entertained. x) We'll stay up all night for sure. Haha!

Anyways, went shopping today. Walked A LOT. Bought 2 dresses (= and a belt. Super satisfied. In the meantime, am totally convinced that something's the matter with me since I seem perfectly fine with the colour pink, i don't mind having flower prints on my clothes and i seem to love going shopping all of a sudden. =O Remedy for this.. Anyone?

If you haven't yet notice, I am currently VERY HYPER!! Reasons for this hyperness is still unknown but until then.. GO GERMANY!! =D

here we go again..

Now that it's certain, I know for sure that I have been putting on a stronger front than what I'm really feeling inside. I know my bro doesn't wanna go either, but that's the only way to reassure him that things will be fine again. God will provide all our needs just like He did before. But I know that slowly but surely the front I'm putting up will crumble. And I'm waiting for when it does..

I honestly am not sure what's worst. Trying to fit in all over again or saying goodbye to those you've learned to love so deeply over the short period you spent with them. I always hated saying goodbyes and yet once again I have to. It's amazing how strong a bond you can have with people you spend little time with. In a year, I've made so many new friends and it doesn't make moving on any easier. Once again, it's up to me to cherish the moment and create memories that will last a lifetime. It's not easy but it'll have to do..

*Sighs.* I really don't know how to tell anyone this in person and that's why I'm writing here first. Yes, we're moving again.. And heaven knows how I'm gonna cope with it...

Stay..

Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight

Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will stay

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping your doing the same
Somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would chose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
My heart would stop without...you...

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Mixed feelings... Sighs..

How much of this can a girl like me possibly take? I wonder..

Once again, here we are at the junction of life, where life has to move on. Circumstances are about to change, situations have to change. You know what's gonna happen next but you just don't know how to react to it. I know most people will be glad bout the whole thing. But I'm not sure I am. In some ways I'm excited, in some ways I'm sad. Mixed feelings all over again. All I can do is hope in prayer that the rest of the year goes by slowly despite what will happen next. You can't help but wish that you had more time really.

I know it appears I'm talking nonsensically, but I would appreciate if you don't ask why. Not yet. You'll find out soon enough.

x

happiness despite boredom (=

when you're stuck at home utterly bored and really have nothing to do and your mum wakes you up in the morning and asks if you wana go to pyramid to do some shopping, you should jump out of bed, seize the opportunity and say "yes please!" haha. I LOVE my mum!! ♥♥♥♥♥

went to pyramid today to try and buy some dresses. plan failed. haha. ended up with a skirt and leggings. happy anyways!! ♥ =D it's gona keep me happy for at least the rest of the day.. haha. thank God there's CG tomorrow. (=

i really can't wait for this week to pass. next week should be fun once Kev and Jenn get back from penang. (= in the mean time however.. boredom. =/

p.s. I LOVE YOU, SUE!!! x) (don't be getting creeped out by this though ;] you know what i mean. hehe)


♥♥
x

sem break boredom..

currently waiting for photos from the BBQ to be posted up by Eric so that i can somewhat give an update 'bout what i've been up to.. xD
in the mean time bored out of my wits!! ahhhhh! now do i really have to play xbox on my own?! =/

x

live again..

Dear bloggie... I'm so sorry i abandoned you... =(
However.. I'm BACK! =D

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hmmm... lots has happen since the last time i blogged.. i can't believe that sem 1 of college has ended already! :O anyways.. we're currently having our sem break of like 5 weeks.. gosh.. i wonder how i'll survive it.. =/ need to hangout with the gang alot! we're planning lotsa stuffs.. hope all jadi.. hehe.. (=