all's well ends well (=

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....!!!

so i got my IGCSE results like on friday..

n my mum had this genius idea of not freaking me out.. (haha)

anyways..

she texted me n she was like... "Hi girl, i will let u c ur results when i pick u up ok?"

so wat do i reply... no? haha.. yea right... so i replied "owh... ok..."

n that was in the middle of maths.. haha... n she somehow made it sound like i screwed up my IGCSEs so i was freaking a bit...

anyways... when she picked me up after college... the expression that she wore on her face really didnt help to ease my tension...

if that wasnt freaking me out enough.. she was like "soooo.... what are your expectations?"

"erm.. erm.. er... i probably failed chemistry... so.. yea.. F for chemistry.. followed by physics probably with a B/C... erm... business studies if i'm lucky i'll get a D... french hopefully a B/C la... unless i screwed it up real bad... then erm... maths... errr... C? .. biology.. if i was lucky a B lor.. unlucky C... english ar... hopefully A lor..."

*silence from my mom*

then she hands me an envelope with the results folded inside..

(it actually took me a while to get d paper out of d envelope..) xD

anyways.. my real results turned out better than my "forecast results"

Chemistry---D (hahah... epic fail la.. xD better than expected though)

Physics---C (could've done a bit better i s'pose..)

Business Studies---B (by God's grace... like seriously...)

Maths---B (rly? haha)

French---B (yay! ^^)

Biology---A (how did i do that? lol)

English---A*(YAY!!! ^^ so super happy bout this one)

so overall i'm happy and i was evidently freaking out for nothing.. hahah... xD would just like to thank God for guiding me through this past year(2009)... it hasn't been easy... but it all ended well.. (=

(=

<3jannah

why oh why oh why oh why oh why?

dis is so not happening..

i mean rly its not

why dont u blieve me..?

argh.. dis rly cant be happening...

dont do dis to urself..

lik rly.. save urself d trouble..

i'm SERIOUS!!!

ure not rly listening to me are u?

==" i knew u weren't it was a rethorical u dumb dumb..

too late.. now ure stuck..

now what..?

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dear reader,

did u actually just read that? (i hope you didn't)

did it make any sense to you? no?

haha.. yea.. that's how its suppose to me..

hee.. xD

i love writing blogposts that don't make sense.. (=

(fyi... its really just me talking to myself.. as usual.. ;))

<3jannah

once upon a new beginning.. (:

so i've actually been feeling inspirational today. i find it rather amusing. but at the same time i had this good feeling about it. hope this is a good sign. (= so i did an interview for Echo, Sun U's newsletter, today and it went really well and i got it.. i really can't describe how happy i felt. maybe journalism is a good idea ;) haha..

so, i discovered that maybe i like writing alot more than i realised. i find it kinda cool cos i started to realise that good writing like good music, can help convey feelings and situations effectively. haha.. its amazing how i only just come to this conclusion.. xD

i thank God for such a great revelation. i thank God for this chance for a new beginning. i thank God for this wonderful life i have. (= may it get better and better as he continues to do GREATER THINGS in my life.. (=

<3jannah

(=

so i read it.. n it made my day.. (:
think it put d biggest smile on my face 2day.. haha (:

<3jannah

College as it is (:

owh kayyy... so i started college... on thursday (2 yrs to early i might add) ...

i always had a good impression that college was an awesome place...

but then lik 2 days b4 college started... i was all nervous and stuffs.. so all the positive thoughts went out the window.. n i started worrying bout how mean the people might be and stuffs lik dat.. (i noe right... silly me.. haha xD) anyways... i was glad that college was as great as my 1st impression.. lol.. i met lots of new friends which was a good thing.. and the teachers are great and classes are lots of fun.. (:

<3jannah

You love me for who I am, like the stars hold the moon.....

kay... so as much as i dun rly like Miley Cyrus.. i actually love this song..

This song has been a great inspiration to me and I believe it is worth listening to..

so yeah.. the song is When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus..

Here are the lyrics...

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
'Cause theres no guarentee
That this life is easy

Yeah

When my world is falling apart
When theres no light to break up the dark
Thats when I
I..I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you

When I look at you..
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know im not alone

Yeah

When my world is falling apart
When theres no light to break up the dark
Thats when I,
I I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you

[Credit for lyrics: http://twitter.com/TeamNileyNelena]

You,appear just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors
That prove to me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful


Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..

new year resolutions? anybody?

sooo... evry year.. ppl make up new year resolutions n stuffs...
so dis is my 1st time trying to do so xD (guess wat last yrs mental new year resolution was... it was to start making new years resolutions xD .. yes i noe.. lame sikit.. haha)

anyways.. as far as resolutions go.. i think mine suks d most..

My 2010 New Years Resolution:

1. To be happier and much more positive

2. To be contented with life and complain less

3. To be myself, enjoy and have fun

4. Walk closer with God and trust in Him always

5. Exercise at least once a week.. (haha.. dis wuld prob be d 1st resolution i break xD)

6. Leave the past in the past and look forward for the future

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yea.. so far, dats bout it.. n i think all i've been talking bout is self-improvement.. xD

haha.. mayb i shud come up with better resolutions.. if i'm lucky, i wouldnt break evry single one of them b4 the end of the month.. haha

well i'll write more sensible resolutions when i finally think them up (:

do not laugh at my choice of foto... i juz saw it n felt lik it.. haha

love yas!! <3

<3jannah

Take Me To Your Heart by MLTR <3

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Welcome 2010!! (:

so its d 1st post of the 1st day of the 1st month of a new year.. (get it? haha) nyways... i'll start of with HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! its gonna be a rocking year. things will change for the better(i hope).. life will never be d same.. n i'll no longer be able to say.. "hi. i'm jannah. i'm 15 yrs old" eventhough officially i'm not 16 till fall... haha...

i've got to come up with my new year resolutions quick.. hahah.. ooh ooh.. my lil sis got my 1st hug of the year xD haha.. n she might cocme over 2moro!! yay! i hope she does i cant wait.. hahah

nyways.. 2010 will be life changing. i blieve it will. n God will continue to do even Greater Things! (:

<3 Jannah