hmmm... to do or not to do.. hehe..

should i make a blog for puchong 1 cg and post the video up? heheh.. (=

super-duper-hyper-active-not-stopping-happy-ish-girl.. hahahaha... =)

muahaha... cant wait for tomorrow.. (=
got cg... heheheh.. its payback time Bryan! =P

however before cg in the evening i'll have to go through the whole tedious process of attempting to read 'The Great Gatsby'. ergh... hopefully i'll have time to squeeze in a few dvds slack and enjoy etc.. (=

kinda feeling a slight bit hyper now.. heaven knows why... must have somthing to do with the sugar intake i've been having in the past hour? haha.. oh well.. =)

My Twisted Tale

sighs...
it was meant to be a place where i started all over..
no mistakes this time..
everything should've been easy, simple and without a trace left behind..
but then it happenned again..
so unexpectedly...

it wasn't my fault this time.. i swear.
really.. it wasn't.
heaven know's how, heaven knows why.


then again...
i guess i should've gotten used to it by now..
its my sad story.

its my twisted tale.

(=

Voici des fruits, des fleurs, des feuilles et des branches
Et puis voici mon coeur qui ne bat que pour vous.
Ne le déchirez pas avec vos deux mains blanches
Et qu'à vos yeux si beaux l'humble présent soit doux.

J'arrive tout couvert encore de rosée
Que le vent du matin vient glacer à mon front.
Souffrez que ma fatigue à vos pieds reposée
Rêve des chers instants qui la délasseront.

Sur votre jeune sein laissez rouler ma tête
Toute sonore encor de vos derniers baisers;
Laissez-la s'apaiser de la bonne tempête,
Et que je dorme un peu puisque vous reposez.

Why did God make my life so complicated?

wth for?

you're emoness dampens my mood..

lik rly.. >.<

Baby -Justin Bieber (=

once more..

there are days when i think back to how close we were then...
perfectly happy..

then i look at how far apart we are now..
it just hurts to know that we can never be the same..
never just friends..
never together..

and i hate to admit it
but i know
i still miss you..

Do you agree? (=

I did this quiz thing on Facebook out of boredom.. However, the results were quite accurate.. Although there are some things I dissagree with.. Anyways... This was my result...

Dear Jannah Lam, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Other people find you very interesting

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But you are really hiding your true self

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your friends love you because you are a good listener

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like to flirt

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Behave seductively

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The opposite sex finds this very attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You listen to your own instincts

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Tend to follow your heart

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have many goals

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Want to achieve as much as you can

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you d

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

once again...

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we, Strangers when, Our love is strong?
Why carry on
Without me?

Everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

n' everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
Oooh...

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And Everytime I try
To fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

where's my miracle..?

Maybe im crazy
what did i fall into
lookin for a key to a door i cant get through
just maybe
im crazy
dont you know dont you know im going under
just maybe
in a world of wonder

talkin to myself
what do i have to loose
wish upon a star
fell so far from the truth
just maybe
im crazy
dont you know dont you know im going under
just maybe
in a world of wonder

dont know
which way is up
or down
tears on the ground
whatever im dreamin of
topsy turvy
wake me
ive had enough

Happy 16th Anniversary! (=

hey mummy and daddy!

here's a blogpost dedicated to the two of you!
HAPPY 16th ANNIVERSARY!! (=
may your love for each other continue to grow stronger and stronger with time.


that's day one of the anniversary down.. its day two tomorrow.. (=

Awesomeness! ♥

AWESOMENESS...

What a great word.. Don't you agree?
haha... Amir and I have 50/50 ownership of the word.. hee.. (=
super cool. haha
awesomeness...

over and out..

Don't say you love me

Got introduced to you by a friend

You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend
Yes you did oh
The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you said you loved me
What's that about


You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend
No I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way...


Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time


Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, you keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away...

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby...

Baby don't say love me, baby
Give me some time...

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

-----

this is Jannah..
over n out..

爱

如果爱有这么容易那么我非常幸运... 这就是为什么爱不容易得到, 并且我不幸运。

Crépuscule...

i once wrote a totally coded-like, mysterious like blogpost...
i feel like doin another one..
however, the blinking hot weather prevents me from being able to think...
stupid weather..
so i'll just settle for a simple one...

I MISS YOU

same plot.. same story..
i now know how Bella felt when Ed left..
broken. alone. rejected.
when you fall to hard.. there's no turning back...

to you who left me not too long ago...

You'll always be my one and only special Christmas wish.. Cos you're the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.. <3

four long days too late...

WARNING: Girl with a fragile heart. Believes she has the ability to attract all the wrong guys.

12/2- Owh no... Long trip back to Ipoh... No internet excess for a few days... =( how??

13/2- Stupid weather... Blinking hot... If I were ice-cream i would've been long gone... Melt.. Melt... Melt.. Melt... *puddle*

14/2- I went out and bought red clothes... Haha.. ^^

15/2-Back to KL. Finally! (= Internet!! Muahhaa... Ouch... All sore after the trip home.. =S squeezed 6 people into a Nissan Sentra... >.<

stop this crazyness.. =(

you know those days when you just feel really really down..

and everything goes wrong...

and eveything seems to be going against what you want and what you need...

and you're just tired and fustrated and need a time-out..

those days when you wished you had a universal remote control..

so that u can hit pause... and everything just

STOPS..

well today's just one of those days...

and the worst part..?

i do NOT have a universal remote control... >.<

who is she?

just a free-spirited girl on this crazy adventure..
she's trying to find herself..
she needs to know what defines her..
so far so good..
she's slowly being more optimistic..
seeing more good than bad in things..
she realises she can be more than what she is now..
she can't wait to achieve her dreams..

oh yes.. she's looking for Mr. Right.. (hmmm...) =P
wonderful. brilliant. perfect. love.

(=

imagine on sunday night...

imagine..
you went to ioi mall for dinner with your family...
after dinner you paid for parking and walked to the car..
your dad inserts the key into the ignition and turns the key..
*silence*
the car doesnt start...
you later discovered that the car battery went dead.. >.<
hahah...

and that's what happened to me and my family on sunday night...

thought based on what he said..

apparently i don't look my age.. is that a good thing..?

hmmmm...? why ar...?

suddenly feel like using my blog the way anyone would use twitter... hmm.. wonder why?

any1? (=

feel like i'm in need of some profound words of wisdom.. any1 have any? (=

are you there?

who knew that sunday afternoons could ever be this dull.. i swear everyone's digging tunnels underground to meet up tonight.. ;)

Avoir un coup de foudre ♥

so we had twin day on thursday.. lol...


i think the photo's quite self-explanatry...

anyways... French class yesterday was so much fun!! unfortunately it was Madame Isabelle's last day teaching us.. ='( i know for a fact that Iman, Dhiv and I would miss her..
during class, she told us to work in pairs and talk about something. Iman and I decided it'll be fun to talk about whatever came to mind. we ended up talking about the princess and the frog and Boys Like Girls.. haha.. it was fun especially since Iman forgot the French word for frog. ;)
anyways.. later on in class.. we tried translating Boys Like Girl songs into French xD i chose two is better than one and we had a good laugh throughout the translating process.. also.. we were talking about Thunder by Boys Like Girls whilst going through French idioms.. and unbelievably, the first thing on the paper was talking about thunder.. Now, Dhiv, Iman and I have a better understanding of the song thunder... (=

as for today.. (=
we had yc..!!! it was awesome!!
too bad next week is cny/vday..
is it just me or do other ppl think dat its so uncool that cny n vday is on d same dat?! =S
i mean cny is bad enuf as it is without it clashing with vday...
oh well... juz an opinion...
but now that means that i'll be spending vday in ipoh.. wow.. haha
i'm so not looking forward to the 3 hour ride back to ipoh..
(but seeing as its cny.. its likely to be longer... =S)

<3jannah

blah... =(

ERGH...!! how on earth did he manage to make wearing a different pair of shoes sound like a sin?!!

smiley like... (=

internet is lik sooo super slow... ergh...
nothing loads fast enough... anyways...
i can't wait for yc this sunday.. cos i miss it!! hahah.. (=

echo meeting went well yesterday!
i didn't know that tiff was gona be there too.. so when she showed up and ended up in my team it was super awesome!! hahah... (=

gosh... i need to go study now....

<3jannah

Echo echo echo echo echo... xD

wheeeee.... gonna have my 1st echo meeting tomorrow and for some unknown reason, i'm really really excited.. hahah... i'm in super hyper active mode right now.. xD can't wait..

anyways.. its day 2 of college for this week.. and its been kinda intense so far.. *sigh* need to slow things down a bit... things are going wayyy fast... but then i imagine that's how things are going to be from now on.. at least for this year.. in a blink of an eye january is over and february is here... blink a few more times and it'll be the end of the year!! wow.. freaky thought... wonder how much i would've achieved by then.. (hmmmm...)

anyways.. us CIMP-ians at Sunway UC is having our 1st theme day of the year... the theme? twins. well.. Joy's my twin.. the problem is.. we "twins" really don't know what to wear... oh well... (=

better go and start working on my assignment for english now.. presenting it this friday with my group.. like wow.. haha not enough time now...

<3jannah

penny for my thoughts... ;)

AHHHHHHH!!! where's all my time gone?!

i need more time.. you know special people like me should have 30 hours in a day or something like that. then we'll have more time to do stuffs.. (= then we'll be happy! (= hahah... gosh.. i wonder what's with the randomness... imma go try and get some work done now.. ;)

<3jannah